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Monday, November 22, 2010

♥ Break down?

I need somebody, anybody to just sit next to me and ask me questions. I need to let things out. But i need to relieve myself by answering questions that will allow me to let them out. I just feel the need to tell somebody everything o.o and just finally cry properly. I think i need help. I think i need a psychiatrist or whatever =.=

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2:01 AM

Saturday, July 17, 2010

♥ Yup.

Hey people, this blog will be going under construction so head here:
http://www.illogicalspaghetti.wordpress.com
To read my current blog posts. This blog will be back on once construction is done =D

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11:21 PM

Sunday, June 13, 2010

♥ LALALA

Played LAN for the first time yesterday. (L4D2 & CS)
Felt so sick that i had troubles walking home.
Had to hold on to Dylan most of the way XDD
Went to have Dim Sum with family this morning.
[Family = Stella, ShengFa, Stephanie, Mum, Material Boy & Dylan]
Yummyyyy =D Loved the 33rd storey view. Could see almost everything. Every saw Toa Payoh & Whampoa quite clearly.
After that i returned home to this lovely computer to play Puck's Peak on Pogo.com and watch Zhuan Jiao Yu Jian Ai and 19 Xui De Qing Chun.
Hmmm.. Then went to play lan again. L4D2 =DDD
Finally completed the Hard Rain after dying TWICE. I died the most XDDD
Will practice more, don't worry =D
On the way home from Park Lane, my sister were telling me about the trouble she and her boyfriend were going through.
I wished i could help. But i'm not old enough. I don't have the ability to.
The time will come when i can. I'm sure i'll be able to help them in the future. So i gotta work hard this semester. Gotta do better. I will do better =DDDDD!

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10:46 PM

Sunday, June 06, 2010

♥ Today, i'm having a holiday.

I didn't expect the holidays to come so fast...
I didn't actually want the holidays to come yet.
I just didn't want time to move.
I don't want to grow up.
Not really because of all the taxes and stuff that i always talk about..
But because if time moved, things will change.
Yes, change is good. But i don't want to change friends, yet.
I don't want to have different people in my life, yet.
I don't want to get a job, yet.
I don't want to change my uniform, yet.
I don't want to grow up believing that i can never take everything with me.
I don't like this feeling of loss even when i know there will be a feeling of gain.
I'm happy right now.
I'm happy even though i'm friends with someone who people tell me i shouldn't be friends with.
I'm happy even though my friends do things that i don't really like.
I'm happy even though i'm making mistakes every single day of every single month.
I'm happy. End of Story.
I don't want to stop being happy.
But i guess i don't want to always be stuck in this moment when i know there can be better ones up ahead, right?
Yup. I guess so.
So dear, God.
I pray that all my friends, family and all the people i love can have a great and happy today, tomorrow and the rest of their lives.
I pray that they stay healthy and that you give them the strength to stay strong at their weakest moments.
I pray that their worries can be washed away every night when they sleep.
Most importantly, i pray that they never take things for granted and cherish every passing moment with their heart.
Amen.
This should be it =D
ByeBye!!

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3:35 PM

♥ I want to blog.

I just don't know what to blog about XDD

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3:22 PM

Sunday, May 23, 2010

♥ Mask?!

Is there even a NEED to mask your emotions?!
Especially in front of your friends.
If you mask it from them, no good will be done.
YOU'RE HIDING SOMETHING FROM THEM.
I thought friends were meant to share secrets and trust each other?!
Isn't it easier to just show them you are sad and brawl your eyes out?!
That, i assure you, will feel alot better than crying alone without a shoulder or someone to hug and ramble to.
E.g. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHWAHHHHHHHHHHHH I'M SO PISSEDDD *sniff* WHY DID HE DO THIS TO MEEE???? WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH WHHYYYYY?? WHAT HAVE I DONE TO *sniff* DESERVE THISSSSSS???
Oh yea i do it ALL the time. Then i sleep. Eating helps too XDDD
So if you consider yourself a friend, laugh smile cry.
I want to be able to share our happiness AND sadness together, be it now, tomorrow or 50 years later =DDD

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2:51 AM

Saturday, May 15, 2010

♥ For those whose life apparently suck.

I'm sure you've asked the questions

Why were we born? What were we born for?
and you'd probably answer for shit and nothing.

But maybe, you never needed the answers to those questions.
Instead, ask yourselves For whom do we live?
I'm sure you will find alot more meaning in your life when you find that answer. I've found half my answer. I'm not rushing to find the other half. I'm going use all the time i have before i die. I hope you find your's =)

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8:03 PM

Thursday, May 13, 2010

♥ Hey, guess what?

I have a fever! Which is pretty rare considering i haven't had it a a few years. But anyway, i coughed and sneezed through exam today and i sneezed very loud o.o
OHOHOHOH and guess what?
Tiara, Chindhoo, Chia Min, Jolene and i dunno who else was sick through exam week too.
You can say we are heartless and selfish. We brought our *germs* to school without caring if it spreads to other people just to do our exams. Because we can't afford to not do it right? It's either our health or future. Okay... i know we're supposed to choose our health but... i dunno. We care too much about our future. Knowing that we're the weakest batch only motivates us to work harder right? yea so Jia You 3e1!!!

Anyway i wanna get well soon. No, not soon. NOW. Germs germs go away go to someone who deserves you! T.T Go!

Okay. I blogged! Finallyyyy! 2 more papers to gooo!!!

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4:06 PM

Friday, April 30, 2010

♥ Hehe.

Guess what?
I'm awake.
And horribly tired.
blleaaahhhhhh D:

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12:42 AM

Sunday, April 25, 2010

♥ Hmmm...

I've been thinking... (again) about what the future would be like.
Maybe i will stay in Sg and go to NUS for psychology.
Psych. Psycho. Psychology. LOL.
Anyway, when Tiara's gone, and Dilys and Kumi is in poly I'll be without the fdcr or anyone who at least knows my personality a little. =(
Dylan won't be there with me either.
BLEAHHHH
Somehow i don't want the future to come.
Yet i want everything to move faster. XDDDDDD
What do i really want?

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9:37 PM

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

♥ Tireeeddd!

Am actually supposed to be doing homework right now XDDDD But ah well!
Stop a while. My eyes hurt. Am home alone... again.
We had a bio test today, hope i did as well as i expected!!!!!!!
I still have LIT homework that i haven't donnneee!! AHHHHHH!!
And chem and math and SS and a math and.... i don't remember what else.
MID YEAR IS LIKE 2 WEKKS AWAY OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG.
Funny. When i think of it, i stress out. When i don't, i don't remember it at all!
I did pretty badly for a math test D=
Ah well can't change it now can i?
XD
Anyway, am on skype with tiara. Hoping she could like y'know, let me call her....
Anywayyyyy bye!!

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9:16 PM

Monday, April 19, 2010

♥ Hey.

Don't you dare think that just because you're older, with a job and a boyfriend and paying part of the house bills, i have to drop my own things just to help you with yours. I HAVE MY OWN LIFE TOO OKAY?! Just because i am UNABLE to help you, doesn't give you the right and authority to call me a FUCKED UP FAMILY MEMBER. YOU TOLD ME TO RESPECT MY HOME. And i do. WHAT ABOUT YOU?! You don't even come home to SLEEP. WHAT A GREAT EXAMPLE YOU ARE GIVING HUH. And don't tell me to not fucking talk to you again. Cuz i will. I will because you told me not to. Oh and next time i need help, even if i can't get help, i'll just drop my pride and beg. To conclude, you're a bitch too and you just screwed my day. I really hope you feel victorious.



Anyway, my day was pretty miserable... And the rain added on to the miserable-ness if that's a word. At least we got the english presentation over and done with =) Anyway, gonna do homework in a bit. BYEEEEE!!

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8:08 PM

Sunday, April 18, 2010

♥ .

DON'T CALL ME UP JUST TO CALL ME A STUPID BITCH WHEN YOU DIDN'T TELL ME YOU WERE JOKING.
I DON'T FIND THIS KIND OF SHIT FUNNY OKAY. I DON'T WANT A BASTARD NIECE/NEPHEW. THAT'S WHY I DON'T FIND IT FUNNY. AND IF YOU THINK I'M SWEARING AT THE MADE UP OR WHATEVER ZYGOTE OF YOUR'S, WHY DON'T YOU GO AND LOOK UP BASTARD IN THE DICTIONARY. THANK YOU VERY MUCH.

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11:53 AM

♥ Yup!

IT IS SUNDAY!
And i'm hungry XD
I'm trying to blog more often but seems to be failing to do so.
Tests are coming up and mid year is like 2 weeks away.
I seriously need to study. I am like REALLY worried cuz...
Well cuz i keep thinking i will forget everything!
I guess this year i'll study a week ahead?
I'll just rest for now =DD
And do some mild homework and make preparations for STUDY week!
Anyway, i'm gonna finish K-On today.
Am on ep 10 now =DDDDDDDDDD
C ya!!

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9:08 AM

Friday, April 16, 2010

♥ Heyyyy

I'm gonna write as much as i can before it turns 7, then i'll have to really rush to school. Today, is speech day. I'm so worried i'm gonna make mistakes. Argh. Am so nervous. I'm MC for speech day omg. o.o
Anyway, life is getting better =) Dylan and i are quarreling lesser and lesser already. And yes indeed.
A good relationship is made up of 2 good forgivers.
Anyway, hmmmm. I'm gonna try and update LOADS so that people will read my blog allll the time =DDDDDD
Anyway, My chinese class isn't so fun anymore. Samantha, Dilys agrees. I think Kumi too. I miss Mdm Goh sooo much. She gives me this sense of achievement, every lesson when i am able to do something by myself. She doesn't say it, but i feel that she is always encouraging us. She tells us that learning is difficult and that if we try, we can learn chinese well. She really is a good role model. =)
My A Math is getting better too.
I'm sure things'll will get better if i keep trying =DDD
Honestly, i don't think 3e1 can afford not to come to school for 10 days like Tiara did. She's gonna have alot of troubles catching up. But nevermind. I'LL HELP HER =DDDDDDD.
Today i have PE and double BIO then ENDOFSCHOOL then speech day! Then i will be slightly more free from then on =DDDDD

That's about it =DD
Bye bye! Catch me on twitter

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6:56 AM

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

♥ Heyy

My schedule is PACKED. And midyear is just 20+ more days away.
OH btw, people click my nuffnang adverts, completely safe. and do the survey too =DD Thnx

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9:47 PM

Sunday, April 11, 2010

♥ Skin

New blog skin??
No more pink for me. I might do it after finishing literature homework okay?
My right eye is feeling sore. Bleaahhhhhhh
A little hungry. Stuck on Lit homework. Still have another pile to do =(

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4:43 PM

Sunday, March 28, 2010

♥ OMG.

Okay, i know i'm like 3 months slow.
But i just found something out 47 seconds ago.


I'M FINALLY IN YEAR 9!!!!!!!! WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!


I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC I'M IN UPPERSEC

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7:31 PM

Friday, March 26, 2010

♥ =)

Happiness is no secret.
o.O At least ot me it isn't.
I know i'll feel it here and there, now and then.
What's so hard about being happy?
Just ALLOW yourself to be happy.
That's not much of a secret is it?

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9:53 PM

Thursday, March 18, 2010

♥ To: Everyone.

Work harder!
You will achieve your goal no matter how impossible, unachievable, unbelievable it is =D

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7:48 PM


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