Tuesday, May 19, 2009
♥ Mimi
Tag reply to ******:
I know i'm heartless, i've been told countless amount of times.
I'm a moron.
And since you've called me heartless, why would you expect me to feel guilty?
Well, i'd say, that yes. I feel guilty.
But even if i said that, you'd still call me heartless wouldn't you?
I didn't break up with him thinking that people would like me any better.
Like some expected.
Neither did i break up with him thinking it'll benefit me.
Cuz it doesn't.
Like i expected.
I honestly have no clue what the fuck i was thinking.
I'm guessing that one out of the 3 people i did it for doesn't appreciate it.
Nevermind.
I still did it for her anyway, whether she wanted it or not.
The other 2 are people who are really, really good people who make great friends.
Possible reasons and why they may not work...
I wasn't happy
Not True. Because i was.
I was bored
There's nothing really to be bored of.
He didn't treat me good enough
He couldn't have treated me any better.
I keep thinking of reasons. Then i think of things that contradicts.
Even I don't know what the hell i'm thinking.
I just know that i have to move on and stick to my decision.
No point moving back i guess.
=/.
I'd say i hate myself for doing this, except i don't.
I don't love myself for doing it either.
For once, i'm neutral.
=/
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