Sunday, April 05, 2009
♥ Mimi
So... hmmm... 2 days to blog about!
-3rd April-
In the morning, was gonna go school around 6:35am but then i had to wait for my sister to help her with the things she has to bring somewhere... around 7, we went down, Zhi An suddenly appeared! =0
ok... actually we were walking to block 14 then when i turned around i saw him. Woot~ i was surprised!
Then we both helped my sis trolley thingy she was using up the few steps until we reached the side of the road, met my mother, Zhi An talked to my mother o.O then we saw Han Xiang so we 3 walked to school together (i thought the Zhi An just happened to be there, but he actually waited all morning intending to walk me to school.) Whilst going to school, Zhi An said there are 3 more surprises.
During school...
In the parade square -
Saw Jonathan (YAY!) but he looked sad...
Yew Peng gave me a pressy, it was really nicely wrapped so it definately was wrapped by the more than words people.
Got pressy from dilys! it's a SUPER cute cow soft toy handphone holder! OMG it's super super super cute ~!!!
Lol i was telling people it was my birthday then they are like 'oh, happy birthday' LOL XD Jeremy was like super blur.
Science - I sat with Tiara and Jolene sat with Shanneen and we ate chocolate! XDDDDDD
English - I did my Reader's Digest Test, Hope i did well! Then played boggle ~record = 20 words, 32 points
Math - was ok until i recieved a message from Zhi An... i can roughly remember a little >.<
ZA: 'Between me and Jonathan, who would you pick?'
Me: 'diao???'
ZA: 'Isn't it obvious enough? i have feelings towards you' (or something like that. Sfter reading the message, i shouted 'walao' pretty loudly...)
Me: 'what about that pretty clever and gentle girl in sec 4?'
ZA: 'I waited for her for 3 years, i'm moving on. Anyway your pretty and clever... gentle...i don't mind being hit by you.' (or something around that)
Me: 'But i only treat you as a brother/lao pei liddat...'
ZA: 'I don't want to be your gor, lao pei, maria or anything else. I want to be your bf. So do i stand a chance?'
Ok.. so... that was something i'd have never expected. Wow... I guess i just never saw the signs... Unfortuantely, Jonathan could tell... He was.. pissed at me?
Some of the things he said were pretty hurtful...
Like. You don' love me anymore
your'e not there for me
I do all this for you then you go and make someone love you.
One of the most hurtful ~ 'I don't trust you anymore.'
He didn't believe that i was only talking to Melvin (Koh) and JunJie the night before til like 10:35pm... He thought ZA was there... He wouldn't believe me. But seriously. ONLY MELVIN AND JJ was THERE. Am i so hard to trust?
Went to Manhatten Fish Market with My big sis, Stephanie, and Leonard the ass. T'was pretty funny. We kept getting lost... LOL. Stupid Leonard... waste my time XP. So we parked at park mall, intending to eat Fish & co. (glasshouse) but it was closed... so we walked over to Plaza Sing to eat Manhatten instead. We finished blah blah... then went to TPY centre to pick my bday cake!!! Black Forest again for me this year, YUM! Then we ordered the KFC for the gathering...
Went to CC and walked past YouHong. YouHong was leaving so i asked what's wrong. Apparently, YouHong said something and Ray is making it sound as if You Hong hates Jonathan. So ya... then Jonathan was on the phone with Kumi, i asked if i could talk. Apparently, he was drunk... I thought he was having a breakdown... Jonathan said he was Pokemon and thought i was Ray so he kept calling me Ray McFuck and Ray McSperm... (isn't that insulting his family? O.o) and i kept telling him it was Dewi and he kept saying "Don't use that name. I will get pissed" he said he'd whack Zhi An and that he punched the mirror... i had to shout at him to make him realise it's me... The proccess was... painful? Now that i think about it, i want to cry...
I decided to arrive early in school... Talked to Ray and his Sister. His sister is really nice =) like really really really nice and really really pretty too! So she asked about the ADJC... and stuff... then i had to go... i walked around the school... nadirah said happy bday =D ya... then saw Zhi Hong, he gave me a REALLY cute piggy stuffed toy for my bday!! it's real cute =) then blah... took my seat at the front of the student audience section... Saw Zhi An... and Glenn =) we talked... about thedaybeforethedaybefore (the day before the yesterday of speech day... get it?) when i said 'scarly after Jonathan is Zhi An' i was joking but he took it seriously D: so ya... speech day was about to start... so i went back to my seat, Glenn too.
Mdm Aini's speech... half way through, i was real sleepy and probably looked real stupid when i was nodding off... luckily, i was saved by the awards! lol it was so funny when they called lin jun jie. I swear i could've laughed out loud right there. Lucky i controlled myself xD The Chinese Dance was real cool! Jolene looked REALLY pretty. and the Malay dance was so graceful. The Indian dance was so. damn. freaking. COOL. i saw Shareen!!! Woot~ then the sec 1 drummers were pretty good! Modern sec 1 dance was cool too! I think they needed more confidence but they did well =)
So... when we left the hall, i looked for JunJie because ZA is probably with him. He said something about eating dinner or something... But ya... i found ZA and ruined the surprise T.T he bought a cake for me (i guessed) and arranged a choir to sing happy bday!? (never would've guessed in my entire life) but ya... too bad i ruined the surprise x.x anyway... then i asked Shanneen, Nadirah, Amelia if they wanted to come eat cake... i think they did... not sure... but they left later anyway because i told them to shut up... i was joking... Called Melvin, he bathed already so he didn't want to come... Then we called Joo Chen, Kerry, Han Xiang. Han Xiang's mum seems to have a bad impression on JunJie =0 so Joo Chen came... and i made my wish... which Zhi An managed to guess... (At first he guessed it was to have my female friends back. Wrong. Then he guessed it was that i hope Jonathan wouldn't be angry anymore...)
When they sung the bday song. I wanted to cry... both sad and happy. Sad = Jonathan wasn't there. Sad#2 = My best friends wasn't there. Most importantly, Tanzila wasn't there... Happy = even though i lost a lot of friends, these people are still here beside me, not caring that i'm a girl in a boy's group of friends. The cake was pretty nice =D it was the exact same one i picked for the gathering XD ZA picked it cuz it was blackforest and he knew i liked black XD.
My sisters then came and told me to go home, change out of my uniform or i'd get in trouble if caught. So i did and when i reached downstairs, Tina and Kerry was there. lol i sat down and put cream on Kerry's face XD. After playing around, we cleaned up, and then my sis allowed me to stay til 11:30!! yay! so we chat. and i realised that Kerry didn't want to join ADJC, he was dragged into it by Ufairah... so ya... We talked alot... then the 4 sent to to my block and ZA came up to 18 floor with me o.O he gave me a bag =0 i shall not mention what's inside XD then ya... got scolded cuz i was 5 minutes late XD then... i sat in the balcony... and cried. Because i thought, if Tanzila, Elizabeth was here, i would have more real friends... I would have friends who'd stick by me, whatever shit i'd be in. I'd have at least more than i have. Definately more. I realise how much i miss England, how much i miss those days where i'd talk to anyone, say hi to everyone, play anything and you guys would make it fun and unforgetable. These friends, the boys, girls, Englanders... are really important to me... Without them, i guess my life would be a wreck. I hope, i really do hope that nothing would make me cause them pain.
-3rd April-
In the morning, was gonna go school around 6:35am but then i had to wait for my sister to help her with the things she has to bring somewhere... around 7, we went down, Zhi An suddenly appeared! =0
ok... actually we were walking to block 14 then when i turned around i saw him. Woot~ i was surprised!
Then we both helped my sis trolley thingy she was using up the few steps until we reached the side of the road, met my mother, Zhi An talked to my mother o.O then we saw Han Xiang so we 3 walked to school together (i thought the Zhi An just happened to be there, but he actually waited all morning intending to walk me to school.) Whilst going to school, Zhi An said there are 3 more surprises.
During school...
In the parade square -
Saw Jonathan (YAY!) but he looked sad...
Yew Peng gave me a pressy, it was really nicely wrapped so it definately was wrapped by the more than words people.
Got pressy from dilys! it's a SUPER cute cow soft toy handphone holder! OMG it's super super super cute ~!!!
Lol i was telling people it was my birthday then they are like 'oh, happy birthday' LOL XD Jeremy was like super blur.
Science - I sat with Tiara and Jolene sat with Shanneen and we ate chocolate! XDDDDDD
English - I did my Reader's Digest Test, Hope i did well! Then played boggle ~record = 20 words, 32 points
Math - was ok until i recieved a message from Zhi An... i can roughly remember a little >.<
ZA: 'Between me and Jonathan, who would you pick?'
Me: 'diao???'
ZA: 'Isn't it obvious enough? i have feelings towards you' (or something like that. Sfter reading the message, i shouted 'walao' pretty loudly...)
Me: 'what about that pretty clever and gentle girl in sec 4?'
ZA: 'I waited for her for 3 years, i'm moving on. Anyway your pretty and clever... gentle...i don't mind being hit by you.' (or something around that)
Me: 'But i only treat you as a brother/lao pei liddat...'
ZA: 'I don't want to be your gor, lao pei, maria or anything else. I want to be your bf. So do i stand a chance?'
Ok.. so... that was something i'd have never expected. Wow... I guess i just never saw the signs... Unfortuantely, Jonathan could tell... He was.. pissed at me?
Some of the things he said were pretty hurtful...
Like. You don' love me anymore
your'e not there for me
I do all this for you then you go and make someone love you.
One of the most hurtful ~ 'I don't trust you anymore.'
He didn't believe that i was only talking to Melvin (Koh) and JunJie the night before til like 10:35pm... He thought ZA was there... He wouldn't believe me. But seriously. ONLY MELVIN AND JJ was THERE. Am i so hard to trust?
Went to Manhatten Fish Market with My big sis, Stephanie, and Leonard the ass. T'was pretty funny. We kept getting lost... LOL. Stupid Leonard... waste my time XP. So we parked at park mall, intending to eat Fish & co. (glasshouse) but it was closed... so we walked over to Plaza Sing to eat Manhatten instead. We finished blah blah... then went to TPY centre to pick my bday cake!!! Black Forest again for me this year, YUM! Then we ordered the KFC for the gathering...
Went to CC and walked past YouHong. YouHong was leaving so i asked what's wrong. Apparently, YouHong said something and Ray is making it sound as if You Hong hates Jonathan. So ya... then Jonathan was on the phone with Kumi, i asked if i could talk. Apparently, he was drunk... I thought he was having a breakdown... Jonathan said he was Pokemon and thought i was Ray so he kept calling me Ray McFuck and Ray McSperm... (isn't that insulting his family? O.o) and i kept telling him it was Dewi and he kept saying "Don't use that name. I will get pissed" he said he'd whack Zhi An and that he punched the mirror... i had to shout at him to make him realise it's me... The proccess was... painful? Now that i think about it, i want to cry...
I decided to arrive early in school... Talked to Ray and his Sister. His sister is really nice =) like really really really nice and really really pretty too! So she asked about the ADJC... and stuff... then i had to go... i walked around the school... nadirah said happy bday =D ya... then saw Zhi Hong, he gave me a REALLY cute piggy stuffed toy for my bday!! it's real cute =) then blah... took my seat at the front of the student audience section... Saw Zhi An... and Glenn =) we talked... about thedaybeforethedaybefore (the day before the yesterday of speech day... get it?) when i said 'scarly after Jonathan is Zhi An' i was joking but he took it seriously D: so ya... speech day was about to start... so i went back to my seat, Glenn too.
Mdm Aini's speech... half way through, i was real sleepy and probably looked real stupid when i was nodding off... luckily, i was saved by the awards! lol it was so funny when they called lin jun jie. I swear i could've laughed out loud right there. Lucky i controlled myself xD The Chinese Dance was real cool! Jolene looked REALLY pretty. and the Malay dance was so graceful. The Indian dance was so. damn. freaking. COOL. i saw Shareen!!! Woot~ then the sec 1 drummers were pretty good! Modern sec 1 dance was cool too! I think they needed more confidence but they did well =)
So... when we left the hall, i looked for JunJie because ZA is probably with him. He said something about eating dinner or something... But ya... i found ZA and ruined the surprise T.T he bought a cake for me (i guessed) and arranged a choir to sing happy bday!? (never would've guessed in my entire life) but ya... too bad i ruined the surprise x.x anyway... then i asked Shanneen, Nadirah, Amelia if they wanted to come eat cake... i think they did... not sure... but they left later anyway because i told them to shut up... i was joking... Called Melvin, he bathed already so he didn't want to come... Then we called Joo Chen, Kerry, Han Xiang. Han Xiang's mum seems to have a bad impression on JunJie =0 so Joo Chen came... and i made my wish... which Zhi An managed to guess... (At first he guessed it was to have my female friends back. Wrong. Then he guessed it was that i hope Jonathan wouldn't be angry anymore...)
When they sung the bday song. I wanted to cry... both sad and happy. Sad = Jonathan wasn't there. Sad#2 = My best friends wasn't there. Most importantly, Tanzila wasn't there... Happy = even though i lost a lot of friends, these people are still here beside me, not caring that i'm a girl in a boy's group of friends. The cake was pretty nice =D it was the exact same one i picked for the gathering XD ZA picked it cuz it was blackforest and he knew i liked black XD.
My sisters then came and told me to go home, change out of my uniform or i'd get in trouble if caught. So i did and when i reached downstairs, Tina and Kerry was there. lol i sat down and put cream on Kerry's face XD. After playing around, we cleaned up, and then my sis allowed me to stay til 11:30!! yay! so we chat. and i realised that Kerry didn't want to join ADJC, he was dragged into it by Ufairah... so ya... We talked alot... then the 4 sent to to my block and ZA came up to 18 floor with me o.O he gave me a bag =0 i shall not mention what's inside XD then ya... got scolded cuz i was 5 minutes late XD then... i sat in the balcony... and cried. Because i thought, if Tanzila, Elizabeth was here, i would have more real friends... I would have friends who'd stick by me, whatever shit i'd be in. I'd have at least more than i have. Definately more. I realise how much i miss England, how much i miss those days where i'd talk to anyone, say hi to everyone, play anything and you guys would make it fun and unforgetable. These friends, the boys, girls, Englanders... are really important to me... Without them, i guess my life would be a wreck. I hope, i really do hope that nothing would make me cause them pain.
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