Monday, September 08, 2008
♥ Mimi!
I'm so sorry... i can't help crying... i'm so scared... how do i stay positive? i'm on the edge of losing the best friends of my life... the only people who understands me... and i don't blame my parents... maybe staying here is best? i told my mum i wanted to stay here... my family is supporting me to stay here... they said you guys have to be independant sometime right? but how? i want to be there to help you guy slowly mature to real life instead of having stuff happen like me... but now i can't do that... i don't want lif to hurt you guys... i miss you guys so much... i have no friends... i make it seem like i'm going great but it's all a lie... i miss you guys so much... this is crap... i hate this lonely life... today my sis got me some goldfishes... i read everything i can to feed fishes and the fishes still aren't eating the food... I'M SUCH AN IDIOT I CAN'T EVEN GET SOME GOLDFISHES TO BE MY FRIEND... i hate this i stay home alone half the time doing useless things... and you guys need to learn... how unfair is it to you guys... i HATE THIS SO MUCH! i hate myself!
Labels: Dewi
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