Monday, September 01, 2008
♥ Mimi!
okok... listen up guys, a month and a half has gone and i had no idea what f*** you guys have been up to, DO YOU EXPECT ME TO USE UP MY SAVINGS TO CALL YOU?! I NEED THE MONEY FOR MY SISTER'S F***ING BIRTHDAY. Nothing i get her will make her happy... her friends gives her the best presents... and i'm about to spend days making a card that i think she might like... maybe i should save my money for christmas... she has a chalet going and i'm not allowed to stay, i'm only allowed to go if i don't embarrass her... yea best ... best sis in the world wouldn't say stuff like that, like i owe her... but then i do owe her, 7 years of suffering under the hands of my blood father... i don't think i'll miss him... Rachel i don't think i was ever able to feel what you went through... you and your father was close... and my father was gonna give me a torch light, a free gift from a shop to me as a birthday present... but then my sister threw it away because she thought it would've hurt me to know that i got this sort of father... well i don't hate him, the least he could do was remember my birthday, i don't think my mother would've remembered my birthday if it wasn't for my sister... she's been protecting me all these time and i haven't appreciated her... i bad mouthed her in front of my friends... i'm such a bad sister... ah well.. c ya guys soon, i dunno when i'll be coming back... would you guys blame me if i don't come back at all? if no thank you, if yes thank you... if you ever need me please just write something or else i'll feel like you guy have forgotten bout me... anyway.. bye guys ^^
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