Wednesday, April 20, 2011
♥ Listening to: Superman - Joe Brooks
I have to leave for school in like half an hour =/
I woke up like.. 5:30am intending to do homework! But i still have not done it! This procrastination is really getting out of hand xP
Hmmm... Iunno. Do i really think too much? Do you think too much?
Have been in a tonne of dilemmas recently. Some of my grades are dropping. Should really start studying huh. =/ Maybe i should keep myself away from the computer for quite a while! O levels this year! Oh dear! I've been thinking a lot about whether something is worth it or not xP
Should i keep taking risks like that? *shrugs* iunno.
I don't have that strong mindset anymore. Seems people didn't like it. But i guess i made a mistake trying to change myself to be somebody else just so that people can like me better. Yeah, change bad habits but changing your personality will get you lost xP Like.. you wanna change so you stop doing that thing but then you don't have anything to change to? Then you're stuck in between.
LOL. I got my ass into counselling too. Great. *shrugs* never mind. I've been seeing flaw after flaw in myself. They can't even find something good about me =.= Argh. I don't feel good about myself anymore. =( *low self-esteem... AGAIN* Ah well =/
Never mind. I'll find myself back. I will. Definitely. I'm gonna go live my life now! And hopefully get some homework done!!!!!
I woke up like.. 5:30am intending to do homework! But i still have not done it! This procrastination is really getting out of hand xP
Hmmm... Iunno. Do i really think too much? Do you think too much?
Have been in a tonne of dilemmas recently. Some of my grades are dropping. Should really start studying huh. =/ Maybe i should keep myself away from the computer for quite a while! O levels this year! Oh dear! I've been thinking a lot about whether something is worth it or not xP
Should i keep taking risks like that? *shrugs* iunno.
I don't have that strong mindset anymore. Seems people didn't like it. But i guess i made a mistake trying to change myself to be somebody else just so that people can like me better. Yeah, change bad habits but changing your personality will get you lost xP Like.. you wanna change so you stop doing that thing but then you don't have anything to change to? Then you're stuck in between.
LOL. I got my ass into counselling too. Great. *shrugs* never mind. I've been seeing flaw after flaw in myself. They can't even find something good about me =.= Argh. I don't feel good about myself anymore. =( *low self-esteem... AGAIN* Ah well =/
Never mind. I'll find myself back. I will. Definitely. I'm gonna go live my life now! And hopefully get some homework done!!!!!
6:34 AM
