Saturday, April 30, 2011
♥ Hmmm...
"If we put studies aside, put judgments aside, put hatred aside. Are you still in the position to tell me that he's not good for me when you left me with the reason 'I'm not ready for a relationship' then asked another girl a few days later?"
I imagined him wincing to my comment, feeling like he got slapped in the face. Then i realised that that was how i hoped he'd react. I really do. Because if he did, I'd know that he still cared. I'd know that he still felt some love or hate. I'd know that I'd still mean something to him. I'd still be his best friend. I'd cancel things to accompany him and cheer him up, I would. But it hurts to know that he doesn't even want to give me the opportunity to.
But if he felt nothing... I guess.. I'd be miserable =/
Ahhh well. Nevermind. =/
I imagined him wincing to my comment, feeling like he got slapped in the face. Then i realised that that was how i hoped he'd react. I really do. Because if he did, I'd know that he still cared. I'd know that he still felt some love or hate. I'd know that I'd still mean something to him. I'd still be his best friend. I'd cancel things to accompany him and cheer him up, I would. But it hurts to know that he doesn't even want to give me the opportunity to.
But if he felt nothing... I guess.. I'd be miserable =/
Ahhh well. Nevermind. =/
8:24 PM
