Saturday, December 25, 2010
♥ Coninuation of Facebook Status.
Mary stayed out all night has gotten me thinking about loyalty. You're closer to than he is and yet he's more loyal to me than you are. It makes me laugh how you say that you're there for me when i need you most when you weren't. You only thought you were. It's really funny how when i needed some sympathy, you were suddenly on their side. You're such a coward. You make me laugh.
I keep bluffing myself that you're not like that. But honestly, i keep covering up for you. I constantly cover up for you in front of him but all you did was be selfish. You're so selfish that you could do anything, anything at all to get me in trouble. And when people believed me, you just saved your own face because you knew i'd let it go just like that. They said i'm stupid, stupid for sticking up for you in front of them and believing you and thinking that maybe, just maybe you might change. I keep bluffing myself that you did change but no, you didn't. I can't help but feel sorry for your freaking substitutes that you only hang out with when you don't have anybody else to hang out with. Why don't you take your stuck up attitude and go somewhere else where other people will entertain you, because i certainly don't want to be a victim again of your.. I'm sure you know what i'm talking about =P Oh hey and i find it really, really hard to speak the truth to you. I find it extremely difficult. I find it extremely challenging to believe things you say. I find it extremely difficult to put your flaws in front of you and show it to your face because i'm pretty sure you see it, you just don't want to admit them. It's absolutely fine to have flaws. But you shouldn't cover them up. If it's something you should change then change it, if it's something you should be proud of then be proud of it. If you think i'm talking about you then think about why you think i'm talking about you. Is it because other people say the same things? Did we really get you wrong? If we did, come up to us and tell us 'you have misunderstood me'. Or you could just think that we're bad friends and that you don't need us. But i really think people give in to you too often. WAYY too often. Next time, quarrel with us face to face and not just swear at us behind our backs.
I'm done with ranting. Oh and, i could say this to your face but i don't think you'd listen [take this as whatever you want, excuses, whatever, up to you]. So i'll just let you read for yourself. I could've put this somewhere else but i want you to see it. I want to show you how i think of you. You don't need to care. You can swear at me with your amazingly crude words. But at least i didn't put up a fake facade. You fussed about people and their fake faces. Well, i've never lied to you.
4:10 PM
