Tuesday, September 09, 2008
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Don't beat yourself up Dewi! I know its hard and as time goes by it will probably get harder, but we have to make the most of the time we have. This day only comes around once in our lives and thats will be the last time we ever see that day again so we must make the most of it. I've had to face facts, that i may not see you again. I've already had this happen before.
When i was in year 3, my parents got divorced and i had to move away to a new house. When we moved, i had to move school and leave everything behind. I had to leave my best friend that i had known since i was 3, and i have never seen her since. And now it's like i'm going through it all over again. I hope nobody ever has to go through that, but life isn't always what we want.
I thought that i could cope, but i was wrong. I couldn't. I feel really lost and confused. But i'm still too considerate to trouble anybody else with my feelings. I told my mum that i was ill one day when really i just wanted to get to my room to cry. I've got into this horrid habit of not eating too, so now i have to keep a chart over what i eat every day. My arverage meal per day now is half a small bowl of cereal, half a rice cake, and two little biscuits. It's bad but i just don't have any appetite, anymore. i can't let go
Bibi
Don't beat yourself up Dewi! I know its hard and as time goes by it will probably get harder, but we have to make the most of the time we have. This day only comes around once in our lives and thats will be the last time we ever see that day again so we must make the most of it. I've had to face facts, that i may not see you again. I've already had this happen before.
When i was in year 3, my parents got divorced and i had to move away to a new house. When we moved, i had to move school and leave everything behind. I had to leave my best friend that i had known since i was 3, and i have never seen her since. And now it's like i'm going through it all over again. I hope nobody ever has to go through that, but life isn't always what we want.
I thought that i could cope, but i was wrong. I couldn't. I feel really lost and confused. But i'm still too considerate to trouble anybody else with my feelings. I told my mum that i was ill one day when really i just wanted to get to my room to cry. I've got into this horrid habit of not eating too, so now i have to keep a chart over what i eat every day. My arverage meal per day now is half a small bowl of cereal, half a rice cake, and two little biscuits. It's bad but i just don't have any appetite, anymore. i can't let go
Bibi
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