Saturday, June 21, 2008
♥ Bibi
Bibi
Hello again. i have nothing really to say but ..... well i just have nothing to say. Sorry about Daniel, Dewi.
i think i am losing the plot! i have gone mentally off the damned chain! but i am ill so it might have something to do with that. my throat is killing me! atleast one advantage comes of this... i get to eat rocket lollies! how cute am i eating rocket lollies like a 2 year old? AAAWWWW! my mum has pretty much set me on a diet of yogurt, lollies and ice cream to egt my throat back to normal. she said that i might have the start of tonsillis which really don't want. But i do feel better so... ... also i can't stop having these absurd coughing fits! i've been coghing like no-stop since Wednesday! i am done with it! Also being like this is not only boring and annoying.... it's damned painful!!(i would have used a swear word that is crossing my mind but i don't think it would help the situation by adding obsene lanuage)All i have to do is visit this website listening to the music. i don't even get any sleep i just stay up coughing and blowing my nose! It sucks to be ill!
Dewi, i need more of your ever famous advice. Zara and Liz will know what i'm talking about and i'd apreciate it if they kept it to themselves instead of telling people at school. So Dewi, a guy from school asked me out and i said yes. i thought i liked him but i don't think i do. we've only been going out for a couple of days, bout 5 but i sorta dread the thought of meeting up with him and i find i'm trying to avoid him. this is convincing me i don't like him more than a friend if i like him at all. I don't know if i should just end it between us or not. if i do people will say i never gave it a chance, even though i know my opinion of him won't change at all even if i was given an eternity to go out with him. but i don't know if i can dump him! he seems to really like me and i don't want to upset him. I'm stuck in the middle and i feel no matter which way i go i still won't get any closer to a happier life. i really need your help because i don't know ow much longer i can live like this!
If any people from school just read that last paragraph and they're my friends, then they should understand what i am feeling and not try to push me into doing anything i don't want to do. If they try to do otherwise i can garentee i will feel even more miserable then i do now and anybody who wants to make me sad or upset than frankly i don't think i want to be friends with people like that. Please don't judge me harshly by my comments, but i want to get a grip on my life and to do that i need to know who are my true friends.
bye guys
Bibi
Hello again. i have nothing really to say but ..... well i just have nothing to say. Sorry about Daniel, Dewi.
i think i am losing the plot! i have gone mentally off the damned chain! but i am ill so it might have something to do with that. my throat is killing me! atleast one advantage comes of this... i get to eat rocket lollies! how cute am i eating rocket lollies like a 2 year old? AAAWWWW! my mum has pretty much set me on a diet of yogurt, lollies and ice cream to egt my throat back to normal. she said that i might have the start of tonsillis which really don't want. But i do feel better so... ... also i can't stop having these absurd coughing fits! i've been coghing like no-stop since Wednesday! i am done with it! Also being like this is not only boring and annoying.... it's damned painful!!(i would have used a swear word that is crossing my mind but i don't think it would help the situation by adding obsene lanuage)All i have to do is visit this website listening to the music. i don't even get any sleep i just stay up coughing and blowing my nose! It sucks to be ill!
Dewi, i need more of your ever famous advice. Zara and Liz will know what i'm talking about and i'd apreciate it if they kept it to themselves instead of telling people at school. So Dewi, a guy from school asked me out and i said yes. i thought i liked him but i don't think i do. we've only been going out for a couple of days, bout 5 but i sorta dread the thought of meeting up with him and i find i'm trying to avoid him. this is convincing me i don't like him more than a friend if i like him at all. I don't know if i should just end it between us or not. if i do people will say i never gave it a chance, even though i know my opinion of him won't change at all even if i was given an eternity to go out with him. but i don't know if i can dump him! he seems to really like me and i don't want to upset him. I'm stuck in the middle and i feel no matter which way i go i still won't get any closer to a happier life. i really need your help because i don't know ow much longer i can live like this!
If any people from school just read that last paragraph and they're my friends, then they should understand what i am feeling and not try to push me into doing anything i don't want to do. If they try to do otherwise i can garentee i will feel even more miserable then i do now and anybody who wants to make me sad or upset than frankly i don't think i want to be friends with people like that. Please don't judge me harshly by my comments, but i want to get a grip on my life and to do that i need to know who are my true friends.
bye guys
Bibi
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